Weekends with Archie

Melancholy

September 29, 2007

Long have I not shown real emotions inside. Life must just go on. Melancholy wraps around me - of dilemma and uncertainty, of passion and its loss, of seemingly infinite demands and needs, of pressure, of longingness. Time is an abstract fact and distance is a sad reality. Feelings are discarded and overruled. Thoughts are endless in my mind. I am quiet outside, I am shouting inside. Must go on, must move on. I want to do other things but I have no choice - responsibility. I'm torn and I'm broken. I'm tired but I must not be. Happiness has long been a dream, fulfillment seems nothing but a dream. Everything seems to be a dream.

No control of what's happening. No direction where I am going. Or am I just wrong? Hopefully, I'm wrong.

Certainly not me. Somebody save me.


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ei archie wat’s wrong? u want to talk about it? baka kaya ka namamayat…hmm.

i’ll add you nga pla in my blogroll :)

Posted by cha at October 7, 2007, 10:14 am

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